I now note that it's hard for me to be miffed at school,
because it’s a much more delightful place than home is, hands down.
The School is still in a close tie with the internet for least distasteful places for me to be in.
There isn’t much ‘hanging out with friends’ outside school, since the Bundle of Shticksh is mostly now based in the Quezon City area, and the only other person I’m left with here from my Highschool buddies is Fro, who is a busy man-nurse hence cannot hang.
As for College friends… well, school IS the hang out it seems.
I used to like staying home. I still do, but recently I’ve been finding that I don’t want anyone to be home with me. An empty house, or at least an empty room, is heaven. A room with people? That’s just torturous.
I think I kinda figured out why I choose not to like Hetalia,
It’s kinda like … if I say I like Germany or Russia, it’ll be like “Oh, you like the character?” or so.
Or if someone says they like Russia, I’ll be all “Oh, really? I do too! It’s such a great country with amazing culture and peopl-“
"No, I meant the Hetalia character."
Feck. I know that’s not the case most of the ime and Hetalia isn’t really uber popular yet, but I feel like people are only getting into History because of this fandom, or they only care about History that surrounds the fandom, and that kinda really depresses me.
Maybe it’s because I don’t understand- because I can just imagine I know what they’re trying to send across- maybe that’s why I grow to love these songs so much.
Without knowing what they’re really saying, I just pretend; imagine the meaning I want to give it.
It then goes from possibly being just another cliche song to something ultimately romantic. Now something so beautiful that you shudder at just the notion of it’s message.
From just a short “Save Me”, your mind dreams some tragic star-crossed fantasy that, while not morbid or depressing, expresses a feeling that is so inherit yet so otherworldly that you almost crave to have for yourself.
It’s almost unbearable. You find yourself confronted with the thought that, come your finding of the lyrics and accompanying translation, that nirvana you thought they spoke of was nothing more than a cheap and trashy exchange of crush-crush between shallow teens.
I do not like your female empowerment bullshit. Whether you admit it or not, women’s empowerment = focusing on the ‘greatness’ of women = men are not included in this equation. Hence, you are putting women above men.
I do not like how we are always reminded of International Women’s day, and aren’t even made aware that there IS an International Men’s day.
I do not like how you take everything as sexist oppression. When I tell you that he would be able to defend himself better, it’s because he is much bigger then you, and despite what you say, that does make a difference.
I do not like how you say you strive for inequality but do it through was that make men seem insignificant.
Feminist, feminazi, different levels of the same thing.
If you want equality so much, stop looking at whether or not the person has balls or tits altogether. The fact that you put any importance on that already says you’ve failed at this equality thing.
You are a sexist. And no, the word doesn’t mean discrimination against women.
If you wanted people to think higher of your claims to wanting equality, here’s a thought: Don’t use a label that favors a gender, dumbass.
HeaddeskHeaddeskHeaddeskHeaddeskHeaddesk. Fuck. I’m so depressed.
It’s ages away but I’m turning 18 this year, and I wast to have a big ol’ party, alos because my parent encourage the celebration of 18th-ness.
So the other day, mum was talking about where we should have it, and she was giving me all sorts of cool suggestions like a yacht, enchanted kingdom or mthis cool garden place somewhere less known.
I kept turning her down and she asked why.
I told her, “It’s because Ichi’ll find it hard to sneak out and get there”. My mum only gave me an incredulous “Her mom’s still mad at you? Until, now she won’t let her see you? What did you guys do ba to make her?”.
And I told her the truth: “I honestly didn’t do anything!” Which was true, because the reason her parents are miffed at us is because her mum found het and yuri and said it was our influence or something. (Which was odd, because at the time, I did not read or look at or even like Het or Yuri.)
So anyway, my mum was all “Okaaay, but we might need to reserve a place as early as now if we want a good location.”
So I text Ichi and ask her what is it I have to do for her to be able to come to my birthday. At first she only gives vague replies but that might be because she didn’t get what I meant. But as the convo continued, I could tell she got the point. I already said I’d put it at any place or time she could manage just as long as it was a Saturday because that’s the most convenient bfor everyone.
Then all I get in reply is: “Can’t do weekends if it ain’t for school and I can’t lie about weekend stuff.” I reply: Is there absolutely nothing I can do to make it happen? I’ll borrow the identity of someone who your parents DON’T hate, I’ll make up the best excuse, I’ll do whatever it is to make them like me again or something?
I don’t get a reply back. Later on I get, what I hink is, a GM about Zuko being Hot.
I’m like, so fucking depressed and semi-pissed right now.
It’s like, please try, been just this once? Please? I just want to be able to celebrate my birthday with you once because in all the years of our being friends, you’ve never been able to go out and celebrate my birthday with me. I’m already kinda glad that we can hang out at the mall even once a term, even if you still have to do it in secret.
But like, really, am I being whiny? I sit too much to ask to try?